am i happy??will i be happy?

time flies...many tings have change...has his love changed too??am i happy now....can i still be by  his side irregardless of all tings? will i still love him unconditionally?will love be reciprocated??will he do e same for me??
my best fren tinks she is e one who is causing hurt on me....mayb she did...without her own knowledge....but....she is not hurting me anymore..she shldn tink tat way...our friendship has gone thru many storms...many ups n downs.....tis is nothing....not only between me n her...but wif the whole grp of sisters....tats all i can say.....we loveeach other....irregardless of flaws....we still stick by each other....
as for individual.....im trying to be happy...wif him or without him......i got to be strong....i still cry....but crying doesn't make one weak...its jus another way of reliveing stress.....to let go of the pressure inside.......i jus wan to be happy...i hope he will too...i hope he will find e direction of  life...may he see the light soon....i'll wait....for now....how long...no one koes...no even myself...only my heart is in control.....God is too.....Smile...for now...tats  all i can do.....live life to e fullest....embrace life like there is no tomorrow...i dun wan to regret if i may die tml.......there's lots of tings beyond  our control...we're jus humans....not God.....