wat is happening

how to live on?im confused..tired...i been walking n walkin...pondering where shld my existence be.by his side or away from him.i hav no strength.i cant leave.i koe i have to.im tried..really tired.to be in between. i have no idea wat to do next.
everyone ard me is confused ..everyone wil tons of burden n troubles on their back.tooo heavy for each of us to move on...
decisions...many of them.each could afeect a different person...who shld i do..wat should she do?? its all a circle....its connected in 1 way or another...
hav the same tots of running away..go as far as i can....hopin all will be fine.i wonder...what does God wan me to do...what he wans from me....Dear God....pls help...im tried.....