wat is the world turning into???

i had a hard day yesterday.supposed to be  a happy occasion.but  even b4 we met up....i faced a problem...why do ple take life so easily?why turn to death  or suicide when u meet a problem....i koe i hav no rite to say tat.cos i did feel tat way when "the  love" left me.....but now while nursing tis break up.i nv tot of tat....im stil hurting...but i din turn to death....who actuli can stand up after a break up?? i did somehow...i may  not hav suceed.but  im trying..sometimes the tings u do will hurt ple who care n love u.....n these ple are ur family n frens....wat u go thru may hurt..but its nothing.....i mean if u created the problem urself,why use ur own life to threaten???God gave us a life to bring glory to him,...not shame....dun take life so easily....i wish everyone will love urself.....u cant expect to be love,or others to love  u, when u dun even love urself......
watever setbacks u face,  hav to face it strongly...u may need to cry need to run away for awhile....need to vent ur anger...u can do all these...but nv turn to death to solve a "problem"..... If have no guts to face death,dun use it.....dun say it when u wun....cos even by saying it...u may hurt ur  fren....cos they care, n they be worried......wat if u always use it....everyone will tink its another of ur joke....n ignore ur cries....but u really do it???do u wan ur frens to live in guilt n regret?is tis wat u do to ple u claim u care n love???hiya....i jus wish u all koe n understand how i feel....
im not strong....i cant hold on long....im trying to stand up...cos its hurting myself n ple who loves me to be sad.....here i am trying to be happy....yet i get hurt n sad....how u wan me to move on???why ask me to be happy when u guys aint helping me???i jus wish everyone understand  e message im try to get to u...Life are full of setbacks...but there are wonderful tings too...like love n frienship......."when God closes a door in ur life, he will actully open a window for u" ..so  there are always reasons behind what happen...u may not understand e real meaning....but u hav to believe tat  God is in control......sorry if i sound really religious  here....but its a strength for me to hold on...to  move on ...to stand up...i hope u will believe it too.....Life is short....live it to e fullest ...embrace life like there's no tomorrow....cos when u cant wake up to see the sun rise....u will regret not living ur life to  e fullest......Dun regret.....i wish all of u to be hapy even in times of saddness.....Count ur blessings....treasure wat u hav in life......u will regret if u dun......i koe most ple will only treasure e ting after u lose them....but i tell u...if u can,treasure those whom u love..cos one day u might not get them back when u regret.....
Be happy...smile ple....