Monday, September 20, 2004

busy bee...

hmmm haven been blogging much...been really busy wif work n doing alot of catching up wif frens...my schedule is freaking packed every week...haven hAD much rest or time alone....i guess life is such.....each day u are busy working or busy studying..no matter how tired...each day jus go by like tat.....n worst still spore dun hav places where u can really enjoy wifthout really spending money....but found a good place some time ago...no sure if it was a reservoir or a river...but still e view was fantasctic at nite....really cool me n calms me down.....somewhere tat i dun feel stress from e work load or busy schdule..but i din go there wif a happy heart....i was there wif a heavy sad heart ....but anyhow, i still found a nice place...hahah...wun tell u where....wait all humans go there n ruin e place....
hmm i love to hav places like a serene lake where u could really relax there....but sigh....dun tink spore has such places.....all buildings filled wif nosiy adults n irriatating kids....every where is like tat....sigh.......
aniwae really wish i koe wat i wan in life....be it love life or my career....really lost n jus taking a step by a time...so i hope...eash step will mean clearer image to my future ahead...i'll pray sincerely tat god will show a way....the path ahead dun need to be smooth sailing.... i koe tat is needed in life to let u treasure cherish wat u have now in ur life....time flies...im 21...age of responsiblities....age of e so called freedom which i feel is is e age to more responsibilties n burden...sigh...wish i nv grow up...always hav my parents to make my decision in life...hahah...but dream on...i will hav to grow up..handle tings on my own...be like a adult...sigh.....
aniwae got to go....ciao....enjoy life while it lasts.....live life like there is no tomorrow.. =>